So I really don't like early/late phone calls...especially those that come at 4:00 am. I had one happen last night/this morning. It was crazy. I still don't really know what it was all about.
I've been reflecting and processing the information in that phone call all day, and yet I'm not one bit closer to understanding what it means. I know that it came because of fear of gettng close, but...did it really need to happen at 4 and then continue for 2 hrs???? I don't know...I'm just not sure of anything.
When asking for clarification, I didn't get a full one. I'm not sure what was going on!! So, I will continue to reflect and try to figure out what it is that I should do.
To move on, or not to move on? With him, or without him? Huh? Some pondering is going to be happening tonight. Boy I hope I don't get another 4am call. I need to get some sleep tonight!