Friday, December 25, 2009

A Holiday Cheer!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to everyone! I hope you and your family has a great holiday. I sure am. Home for the holidays and enjoying the time with them.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Here's to a Happy and Healthy day

Fridays are great! Glad to have been subbing all week....hoping for at least a few jobs next week, but not too sure if I'll get's the week before break and most teachers want to be there for their kids.

I am done with my shopping as I did that all while I was still overseas...throughout the year picking up things here and there. It's such a nice time saver for this time of stressing out!

Looks like it may be another day of rain in the desert? Or at least it did rain already. We'll see if it continues or not. I don't know. I hope not, but I'm ok with it if it just reminds me of Germany right now. Glad that I just lived in this kind of weather for 2 doesn't depress me as much as it used to when there was a day of clouds.

Happy Friday and Happy Weekend!

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Grief comes - but the heart will survive!

Grief over a break-up is so darn rough! I hate the way I still feel sad! I guess it's harder to lose someone that you truly love....Anyway, I'm starting to move forward. I'm looking to move overseas again. I'm going to see where the wind will blow me! I'm looking at Scotland right now, but if the school in Paris has openings and wants me...I'd move in less than a heartbeat!

I have a friend who is looking at doing this, too. We talked about how it would be interesting if we were able to work at the same school. Anyway - grief and saddness makes you do so many different things. I guess it was a good thing to come home. I now know that the man I fell in love with is incapable of giving me more (you know, commitment!) And so now I can move forward and go on with life. It's still hard! I have my nights where I just cry...I hate that, but I guess it's a necessary thing to know that my heart is still able to love....I've not shut it least I'm trying not to do so....